A fearful sleepless night

A fearful sleepless night

One night, some years back

I went home late, indeed very late

That I could not enter home

To get a good night sleep

It never happened before that

To sit out side home

Unable to enter home

Scared as never before I was

More, as every minute passed by

Thoughts of haunting stories

I was read, started to feel like reality

The silence of the night

The whistling, humming insects

Sounded like the roar of big animals

Devouring the flesh of its prey

Strange faces passing the gate

The gate of my sweet palace like home

Gave me the sensation of aliens

Coming to take me to their planet

The lights brightening the night

Like a fading star, no longer gave light

My fear overtook my heart and mind

The loneliness shook me so much

Every second I made a wish

Had I come home a bit early

Like everyone else, I would be sleeping

Tightly, enjoying the rest of the night

Mohamed Zaeem

Break up

Break up

Wen I saw you
I felt pulse in my heart
Pounding my chest
And wen you looked at me
I felt sweat in my hand

Dat moment
I cannot forget
even wen v have been togethr
For a long time nw

Dat moment
Is so special
I m sure that is
The reason y I can’t forget

It makes me smile
Wen I remembr hw I reacted
Hw I tried to shw
I m not looking at you
Wen infact I tried
to take glimpse evry move of you

It makes me think now
whethr I had my mind
Wen I followed you
To your house

It made me say
I was in love
At first sight
With you
To my friends

even with al those thoughts
I feel at times
it doesn’t mattr
How I reacted
Or if I was mad to folow u

Since I ve u
With me
Holdin my hand
asurin me
That you will never
Break up with me

we had to say good-bye

we had to say good-bye

we spent days
Weekends and
Years together

Both of us made
Each other laugh
It made me believe
For that moment
We cud not live without
Each other

We also went for rides
And we went to see
the sun rise and sunset
We also spent hours
Talking, how we should spend our life
Together as partners in life

But During those good times
We had our differences
And we argued suspecting each other
Of having affairs in secret
We also pointed at each other
Of not caring & not loving

Due to all the differences, arguments
And suspicion
Because we cud not understand
Each other in over four years
We had to choose
Different paths
And say good bye

Declaration

Oh my sweet heart

Never will I give you hurt

Cause I love you

So much so that

If I ever have to live

Without you

I may die literally

I declare:

My love for you

And want

To live with you till last breath

My hobby

Is to think of you

And remember every moment

We spend together

You I want to be my destiny

To have you in my life

Is my foremost wish

I never get bored

To talk you

Even for hours

For your voice is a soothing melody

When I am with you

I feel I have got everything

When I hold your hand

I feel like I have caught the wind

Oh my beloved, my darling, my sweet heart

Be with me forever

Forever I will be for you

Thinking about you

Since the first time I saw you

Walk by me, on the road

Putting your eyes in my eyes

And smiling

Since then,

I started to dream

I started to fall

I started to lose my mind

Since then,

I started to listen to romantic music

I began to sing

I began to dance

Since then,

I began to walk in the rain

Began to feel the pain

Thinking, I ever would be with you

Baby,

Is this what love is about

If so, I am in love

So deeply in love

Since I saw you

Till I,

Hold your hands

Have you with me

In my arms

To a life time

I will

Keep thinking about you

i dare to c ...

I am so chicken…

When I pass by
Your home everyday
I see you smile

When I pass by
You on the road
I smell your perfume

I know no one can resist
Yea, I know their heart will insist
To look twice and more
As they realise…
You are such a beauty
And your lips look so fruity

When I see you look at me
I start to shiver
As though I have a fever
Your eyes is that of ruby
Fresh like that of a new born baby

And;

Everyday
I say to myself;
Next time I see her;
I will give back a smile.
I wish I could;
Enjoy the perfume;
For a life time.

But I am such a coward
My will is so underpowered
And I get so thicken
Yes I know, I am such a chicken

I hesitate to smile
I hesitate to say hi
But I will remember
Her lovely smile
The magic of her eyes
And her perfume
For a life time

Worried..


Life is not that simple
If you want an example
You can look anywhere

You face so many bane
Those sorrows will give u lot of pain
As bitter as a poison pill

And When i get worried
I feel as though i am burried
alive and struggling

Over my heart is a weight
of million kg of weight
Crushing my heart

I try not to worry
But i cant stop the worry
I am sad that no body can understand

No body can understand
On where someone else stand
Till they stand on it

Yet life is full
of stories so dull
that i hate to hear

Not that i hate to hear others
Its jus becoz i am in great pain
Even to hear the sad stories

I want to end it up here
coz i know nobody want to hear
What i am goin through...

my bikes brakes were stolen :(

BIKE

Have to spend all the money i saved
to ride a bike on roads so nicely paved

have to make a hefty donw payment
i have to borrow money for which i ve to make repayment

sometimes i feel its sort of a show off
To show girls u cant count off

In a country so small
with islands so much small

Where you can walk anywhere
Without any tirednes and fare

But at other times i also feel
its much easier on a motor wheel

Peoeple would say i am lazy
But i think they are all crazy

Bet they also want to ride
With all the pride

The sadest thing of all
that some parts get stolen as in a mall

And Robbers never think
When they rob with an eyes blink

HOw much sweat has gone to buy
The bike which i bought..

Betrayal

A deep wound
like that bitten by a hound

As if your heart is being peeled
A scar thats never going to get healed

That is how you would feel
When someone you love so much

Leaves you denying your love
After being with you in love

But when he was after you
Saying i fell in love at first sight with you

as if he was romeo
and you the juliet
without you he could never live

But all that was his personality he showed
Personality shown does not show the character that is flawed

That is why you realise it late
After he used you as bait

Calling you a betrayal
When you are so lost
Wondering why he left
In utter grief....

Soon he would realise
Soon he could also visualise

When someone he really love
Leaves him, calling him a betrayal
How it really feels to be called

A betrayal....

The last farewell

Through out our short worldly life

We come across so many we like

With some we build a great bond

A bond we are so very fond off

Whom we love and care

Whom our life and worries we share

Those that stand by our side whenever we need

Those that give us what they have without any greed

Some we see as just friends

And some we see as best friends

With them we say many farewells

Bringing tears to our eyes with those farewells

Bringing despair to our hearts

But such moments bring closeness to our hearts

To me those little farewells bring a reminder

Of a greater farewell

Which is the Last Farewell

A Pearl

A glittering piece of art
Like a star in the night sky
Miles far away

Hidden beneath the ocean
Inside a tiny protective shell
Far from reach

Man who like to touch the stars
Search for a touchable star like
A pearl in the dark ocean depth

The most valuable treasure
Of all the worldly precious treasures
Reason why people risk getting it

The equal of a pearl
Is a pious woman, in proper cover
Untouched by the evil deeds

A pearl all pray to seek
A pearl so rare at these times
More difficult it is to find such a pearl

But when sought
Would bring immense happiness
And perfect balance to once life

So, run not after glitter
A glitter lasting for short time
But best it is to seek a pearl like girl
Filled with inner beauty.

This is a poem i wrote to the most dearest lecturer of mine, while i studied in Malaysia...

To the dearest Menon miss
For you I pray all the bliss

Lecturer you are:
The most students caring
The most knowledge sharing
The sweetest
The most finest

You make accounting so easy
If learned from someone else, wud ve been so uneasy

Thanks to your wonderful learning materials
Specially to your summarized materials

Thanks again for being so dedicated
Endless thanks to u we owe, for being so devoted

Proud I feel
To have learned from you

You I declare the number one Lecturer
You I will remember all my life

special ppl shud not be forgotten...

Never forgotten

By this present, swear I represent
Forgotten you was not

Had I, surely I would regret
How could you I forget
Your lovely smile
The talk of your tone
Your face so pretty as a flower

To you I confess
Difficult it is to forget you
Easy it is to remember you

Long it has been since we saw
Short it has been since v know
Each other,
Yet, believe I, time only changes
Not I….

lose hope never

Sweet, sweet patience…

Ages it has been since
I started to dream of this
Dreams are like the smoke
That disappears into the wind

How many stars had I counted?
How many tear drops had dried?
How many times had I lost hope?
Patience is like spending centuries

No sign of any hope
Never will I ever dream again
Promised I to myself
Hard it is to live with promises

Dreams are out of my control
Comes even when I am not asleep
Is my mind playing with my eyes?
Or is the world playing with my mind

Illusion is a deep forest
Without trace of any path
How can I get out of it?
I wonder as I wander with it

But finally I see some light
Feels like its going to be over
As if I am a sailing ship
The wind carrying me with it

Thank god this time it is real
Dreams are no longer like smoke
No longer does it disappear into the wind
My patience has paid me off

Friends..............

Dear to me are all my friends

They give me companionship

My friends are like golden coins

In a vast treasure I could imagine not

Each coin valueless

Each coin I dare not to lose

They are like the sparks

That bright the darkest nights

They give me help, assistance & advice

They are there for me whenever I need

Their friendship gives me pleasure

Of endless measure

I respect all my friends

Rich or Poor

To them all, I thank uncountable times

For being there for me at all times

Whether good or bad

wise to act now than later

Tomorrow never dies

Once upon in a time
Lived a hen and a rooster
Climbed them on a tree for a goodnight sleep
Started pouring rain with lighting and thunder

Decided them to build a house the day next
Talked them, the insecurity to sleep in open
Recollected, how it should have been
Had they built a house before

The night was cold
The weather windy
The night was long
Unbearable, unbearable
Called the hen

It was morning finally
Ah, today we shall build a house
Reminded they themselves their plan
With their plan in mind, climbed down the tree

On their way met some friends
Had a morning talk
Had a morning walk
But no house building talks

Eventually they forgot their plan
No thought about the early cold night
Never recalled the windy weather
The fun of the day was such

The day went by
As short as blink of an eye
The sun started to set

Finally, it was again time to sleep
The same cold night again
Ah, we forgot to build our house
Should have built it today, said them in a voice together
But, never mind, we will build it tomorrow

BABY

After,
Nine months of agony, pain & expecting
Nine months of waiting

When she hears her baby’s first cry
Tears flows like a river in her eye

The first time she holds the baby in her arms
She can feel the baby saying; in your arms I won’t have any harm

She tells to herself, the most beautiful gift ever
Will honor this gift forever

Can see in her eyes,
How much love in her heart there lies

With all the happiness, you can see the worries in her face
The difficulty of the responsibility in upbringing she will face

But still you can also see
She as a mother is ready to anything for free

She thanks her husband
For all the support he gave, times thousand

Finally, she
Take up her hand in prayer to the almighty god for her
To ask for all the mercy and blessing from the lord

wealth, does it really make you happy...i m not so sure...

Everything in the world…..

A genie grants you three wishes
But you need to have more wishes

To have all the gold
Wealth is the desire in your heart to hold

To have all the treasures
Think that it will give you all the pleasures

To have everything in your finger tips
Words of such are always in your lips

The more you have, greed follows
Everything you desire to swallow

By means rightly or wrongly
Enters you mind strongly

Thank for what you have
Think about others who do not have

Make good use of what you are given
Then you will be forgiven

By giving charity and helping the needy
And be not among those who are greedy

Seek not to be given wealth unlimited
But seek the mercy and blessing of Allah, unlimited

People want everything in the world
Yet they cant be happy

Happiness cannot be bought
But could be sought

If you are thankful for what you have

sometimes its lil difficult to live without dat special someone..hehe

Without you…….

When I don’t see you, hear your voice
My heart never enjoys

Seconds start to seem like hours
Wish if time could be ours

Would make the time fly
Cause a moment without you would make my soul die

The day is so uninteresting
There is nothing in the world interesting

When I am with you
Hours fly like minutes so few

To have my eye in your eyes
Where the whole world to me lies

Assures my self the love I have
Reminds me noting I would wish more to have

Sweetie promise to be with me forever
Living a life without you I couldn’t possibly endeavour

short and sweet

I wrote the original for a frnd and she wanted it lil shorter than it. So here it is, a short and sweeter versio of it..

Road to success

Plan to lead u to da future unknown oh wise man
As foot print to guide on your lane

Try, Try, Try again, cause success is not easy
But make not yourself uneasy

Attitude change and positive thinking
Assure yourself a need for rethinking
Then u’ll find, road to success

My first assignment

Road to success

Plan it oh wise man
As a guide on your lane

Leads you in the future unknown
As a footprint well known

Your success may diverge
But worry not and let your effort submerge

Success dont come that easy
But make not yourself uneasy

Inspire yourself from stories of kings who sought
Victory with endless effort and thought

Attitude is what you need to change
A positive thinking is the best exchange

Will pave your road to success
will save all your distress

Wont take long for you to confess
Positive thinking plus a good attitute is the
Road to success

Poem writing is something which i never thought i could do, but here i am writing little pieces of it. Its just a start, may b. But my friends would be wondering how i came to write poems.

I tried to write poems even before, but all were failed attempts, and after that i did not even try. And it was after a long time, a chat friend of mine, inspired me. She asked me if i write poetry, to which i gave a obvious reply, NO. Never wrote....

She then told me that the conversations i give are like poetry...haha..funny ha!...but believe me this is what she told me. So from the inspiration, i gave it a try. But still i dont believe i m writing poetry, jus expressing my self i would say.

And the reason why i set this blog up is to share my writings and get feed back. At this point, i would say, i love positive criticsm and welcome you all.

Lets learn accounting

Accounting, a subject which cannot be avoided

Every business transaction needs accounting
Is also referred to as bean counting

For every debit, a credit has to be passed
A principle on which accounting is based

Accountants need not be mathematicians
For, math cannot be used as the magic of magicians

It is not a subject only for weak ones
But also for smart and intelligent ones

A pre-requisite of study is an analytical mind
If not your performance will lag behind

Have many concepts that need to be followed
If not your accounts will be flawed

In preparing accounts, need judgement on going concern
A concept, which should be of absolute concern

A matching between all the revenues
Need to be made to all the expenditures

business entity concept defines owner business separation
Rules the business to owner relation

Of which prudence is an over-riding concept
That which to follow not, you should not opt

To be professional also ve to learn standards
And there is no room for sub standards

Only a portion of a vast knowledge base
As immense as the space

Accounting is needed for sole traders companies & partnerships
Will help to shows the quality of their entrepreneurships

Accounts need to be in line with companies act
And is a well known world wide fact

Best frind of every business man is accounting
Cause the govt requires them to use accounting

A subject which cannot avoided.....

Dont be dissapointed...

Dissapointment

A son is born
Mothers look is filled with hope
Yet, she did not last to wait see his life

The love of a mother, despite her absence
Was given to him by all that surrounds
Yet, no one is aware how the love will be returned

He grew up with other kids
But different and intelligent than others
Yet, no one knows what he will become

He passed all the grades
Never having to sit the same grade
Yet, no one can foretell what he is to become

Spoil is the last thing
For a teenager that never took a bent step
Yet, no one would believe it could ve been otherwise

Full of surprises
The world is filled with
Yet, no one would agree until they face it

Turn will not be thought
Until it is far from reach
Then you would believe

That all the hopes, love, care and sweat
Is all but a disappointment

The first poem i wrote

FAILING and GAINING

I failed before
Which I never thought afore
Part of life is failing

Brave are those who stand up again
Failing is really a gain
But only if you ponder

Hard may be the work
Dark may be the road
So toughen your will to succeed

Plenty of stories read u as a kid
Make strong your soul by it
Full is history of such stories

You will surely face difficulty
People around is also a difficulty
Prove them of your ability

Ask of them who did succeed
Was their journey a smooth wheel?
Merely it would have been both

Now that I have learned from my experience
Now that I have learned from other’s experience
Hard is not it to believe, life is both failing and gaining