A fearful sleepless night

A fearful sleepless night

One night, some years back

I went home late, indeed very late

That I could not enter home

To get a good night sleep

It never happened before that

To sit out side home

Unable to enter home

Scared as never before I was

More, as every minute passed by

Thoughts of haunting stories

I was read, started to feel like reality

The silence of the night

The whistling, humming insects

Sounded like the roar of big animals

Devouring the flesh of its prey

Strange faces passing the gate

The gate of my sweet palace like home

Gave me the sensation of aliens

Coming to take me to their planet

The lights brightening the night

Like a fading star, no longer gave light

My fear overtook my heart and mind

The loneliness shook me so much

Every second I made a wish

Had I come home a bit early

Like everyone else, I would be sleeping

Tightly, enjoying the rest of the night

Mohamed Zaeem

Break up

Break up

Wen I saw you
I felt pulse in my heart
Pounding my chest
And wen you looked at me
I felt sweat in my hand

Dat moment
I cannot forget
even wen v have been togethr
For a long time nw

Dat moment
Is so special
I m sure that is
The reason y I can’t forget

It makes me smile
Wen I remembr hw I reacted
Hw I tried to shw
I m not looking at you
Wen infact I tried
to take glimpse evry move of you

It makes me think now
whethr I had my mind
Wen I followed you
To your house

It made me say
I was in love
At first sight
With you
To my friends

even with al those thoughts
I feel at times
it doesn’t mattr
How I reacted
Or if I was mad to folow u

Since I ve u
With me
Holdin my hand
asurin me
That you will never
Break up with me

we had to say good-bye

we had to say good-bye

we spent days
Weekends and
Years together

Both of us made
Each other laugh
It made me believe
For that moment
We cud not live without
Each other

We also went for rides
And we went to see
the sun rise and sunset
We also spent hours
Talking, how we should spend our life
Together as partners in life

But During those good times
We had our differences
And we argued suspecting each other
Of having affairs in secret
We also pointed at each other
Of not caring & not loving

Due to all the differences, arguments
And suspicion
Because we cud not understand
Each other in over four years
We had to choose
Different paths
And say good bye

Declaration

Oh my sweet heart

Never will I give you hurt

Cause I love you

So much so that

If I ever have to live

Without you

I may die literally

I declare:

My love for you

And want

To live with you till last breath

My hobby

Is to think of you

And remember every moment

We spend together

You I want to be my destiny

To have you in my life

Is my foremost wish

I never get bored

To talk you

Even for hours

For your voice is a soothing melody

When I am with you

I feel I have got everything

When I hold your hand

I feel like I have caught the wind

Oh my beloved, my darling, my sweet heart

Be with me forever

Forever I will be for you

Thinking about you

Since the first time I saw you

Walk by me, on the road

Putting your eyes in my eyes

And smiling

Since then,

I started to dream

I started to fall

I started to lose my mind

Since then,

I started to listen to romantic music

I began to sing

I began to dance

Since then,

I began to walk in the rain

Began to feel the pain

Thinking, I ever would be with you

Baby,

Is this what love is about

If so, I am in love

So deeply in love

Since I saw you

Till I,

Hold your hands

Have you with me

In my arms

To a life time

I will

Keep thinking about you

i dare to c ...

I am so chicken…

When I pass by
Your home everyday
I see you smile

When I pass by
You on the road
I smell your perfume

I know no one can resist
Yea, I know their heart will insist
To look twice and more
As they realise…
You are such a beauty
And your lips look so fruity

When I see you look at me
I start to shiver
As though I have a fever
Your eyes is that of ruby
Fresh like that of a new born baby

And;

Everyday
I say to myself;
Next time I see her;
I will give back a smile.
I wish I could;
Enjoy the perfume;
For a life time.

But I am such a coward
My will is so underpowered
And I get so thicken
Yes I know, I am such a chicken

I hesitate to smile
I hesitate to say hi
But I will remember
Her lovely smile
The magic of her eyes
And her perfume
For a life time

Worried..


Life is not that simple
If you want an example
You can look anywhere

You face so many bane
Those sorrows will give u lot of pain
As bitter as a poison pill

And When i get worried
I feel as though i am burried
alive and struggling

Over my heart is a weight
of million kg of weight
Crushing my heart

I try not to worry
But i cant stop the worry
I am sad that no body can understand

No body can understand
On where someone else stand
Till they stand on it

Yet life is full
of stories so dull
that i hate to hear

Not that i hate to hear others
Its jus becoz i am in great pain
Even to hear the sad stories

I want to end it up here
coz i know nobody want to hear
What i am goin through...